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Starving.
Since I have been to college, I have gained weight. It's an unavoidable fact. It bothers me, it makes me feel disgusting and worthless. The most disgusting thing about my situation is that I am surrounded around LA barbies in this little microcosm called "UCLA", and suddenly I find myself wanting some of their worst characteristics. How did this ( Read more... ) -
Lately...
So, lately I've discovered this haunting trends of signs that I should quit smoking. No doubt I don't need a sign to realize it. This will be a short entry. I feel overwhelmed. School is beginning to be too much. It's only because I let it get to that point. I don't do my reading, I don't study as much as I should. Rather, I spend most of my time ( Read more... ) -
Band of Gold
I still haven't slept all night. Do you think there is such thing as non-blood related love? i believe that there exists familial love, meaning that anyone who is a direct relative especially by blood you love unconditionally. I guess it has something to do with the crap I learned in my anthropology class dealing with the fact that you always ( Read more... ) -
Tired at midnight?
It's 11:57 pm ( Read more... ) -
oh god...
Another late nite entry. Should be expected since I am back at school. I suppose I am pretty tired...perhaps i should go to bed. I have a ton of reading to do...I think it is mainly Machiavelli. I have been diagnosed with TMJ, I guess it's pretty serious since they are going to have to rip open my flesh and tear out my jaw. But that doesn't really ( Read more... ) -
Most of the time...
Sometimes I think that the only times I write in these journals is when I am very very tired ( Read more... ) -
Treehouse
So....tomorrow, wait a minute, today I have class at 11:00 am. The question is, am I going to be able to wake up for it? I have to find a present for Wana. I still don't know what I am going to get her...a puppy perhaps? No, a puppy wouldn't fit in a dorm room. Maybe I'll find something at Venice Beach or Santa Monica...hopefully ( Read more... ) -
I really need to try...
Okay, I am going to have to try all day to study my very hardest....I wonder if I do this journal to distract myself from that studying...What do you think? If I were me, reading these journal entries I would probably think that a negligable bitch either is a lazy cunt or has ADD. I try not to place blame for my laziness on other people. Honestly, ( Read more... ) -
What the fuck is going on?
It's so late, I believe that I would be correct in saying that it's early ( Read more... )