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Apr 24, 2005 19:41

im in this reallly weird mood. Like I'm happy, but I know a lot of people aren't happy, and then I feel bad for being Happy. It's like how can I be so happy when so many other people are hurting so bad, it just doesn'r seem fair ( Read more... )

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sigh_feelings April 24 2005, 20:10:26 UTC

Hmm...I belive in reincarnation also.
I think I believe that once you are going to be reborn, your soul decides which family, friends, and type of life you will live. I think we choose a life that will be completely different from all of our last lifes to learn more. I think that is how someone retains an old soul. They have all this knowledge about things they havent experienced in the life they are living but they know of them. That is what I believe anyways. I didnt explain it very well or anything...and I could go on forever, but Ill give you the short version. haha.

pinkforlife April 24 2005, 20:22:49 UTC

I know exactly what you mean. To me, it just doesn't seem like I could die and then just be in heaven or something, It's weird to even think people belive in a heaven and just stay there for the rest of whatever. I think reincarnation is the most believeable thing. Ive talked with Page for hours about this subject, in fact I still have the conversations (besides the point) but I could totally talk for hours about it. Idk it amazes me in every way shape and form.

dayum_jeanah April 24 2005, 20:18:05 UTC

that makes sense, but if you're going along with the whole if you live a good life, then all the people who have AIds lived a bad past life? And btw, it's not just kids in Africa that have no parents that are dying of AIDS, americans, latins, asians, and europens go through that too. And I understand what your'e saying, but serving God isn't a chore for people. it's a choice. I see it this way. Serving God is easy, and if there is no heaven or hell, I will have lived by a good philosophy of loving your neighbor and praising God. Reguardless of if he's real or not, I do't see death as a final thing or not. it's interesting that you wrote this becuase I'm delaing with the same shit. A lot of stuff that i've delath with over the past eyar and a half have made me question God, so now I think I consider myself agnostic. Im sure I wouldn't be so "religious" if I dind't grow up the way I did. But I understand your confusion. And it's confusing I don't belive in reincarnation, but I do belive in a heaven and a hell. I figure the bible is real ( ... )

pinkforlife April 24 2005, 20:35:27 UTC

Like what I meant with the AIDs thing was like I live a great life, i'm completely aware how spoiled and such I am, and i definately take it for granted, but if I died tomorrow and was born again as a child with aids(or whatever the situation) It would be completely different from my life. I mean, let's face it, I don't even camp, Living in Africa or being homeless on the streets of new york or something, would be a complete culture shock for me. Idk I just view life after death as something compltely different than the life you live on Earth.

And I get what you're saying about the serving God thing, but you know my fmaily, I've never grown up with organized religion, and let's face it, I didn't know Christmas had anythign to do with God until I was like ten. I just wasn't education in the religion aspect of life

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dayum_jeanah April 24 2005, 20:40:28 UTC

understandable. it's just one of those things that everoyne has to deal with. Death doesn't scare me, like when my fmaily dies, I nkow theyre' in a better place, and I go on with life living through them. But I just don't know. I feel like if reincarnation really happened then I would feel like I've lived before. if that makes any sense. And yeah, going to Africa i a big culture shock, like south Africa and Zimbabwe, for me ti's a better culture shock becuase you just don't get jusdged as heavily. I'ts more of a loving place. They pray in school, reguardless of religion, they just seem to be mroe lovng and accepting of poeple's cultures and body's and all of that stuff. But I get you guys. I just feel like creation and christianity is so out of the loop that it makes sense. like god said let there be light and SHAZAM! there was light, it's random, ti's a miracle.

pinkforlife April 24 2005, 20:50:46 UTC

See that's the kind of stuff I have trouble believing. I guess I'm just a very literal thinker, I need to ahve an explaination for everything, I can't just believe something if someone doesn't tell me why.

I know sometimes I seem really stupid or something, but I'm really not as dumb as people think :) haha, I do think about things, and Ive been accused of thinkin too much about things, but I just can't help it, When somethign Intrigues me, I want to know why, and how, and everythign about it, if that makes sense.

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comedefygravity April 24 2005, 20:25:13 UTC

so yeah um
i totally understand...
death sucks, and im
still mourning...so i dont
want to talk about it.
but yeah.

pink_bullet07 April 24 2005, 21:32:42 UTC

i agree.
i hate losing someone.
this is so hard.
i never thought it would happen to someone i knew =(

lilsoapspudz April 24 2005, 21:52:02 UTC

bah, who cares, if your happy, be happy!

its not often anymore that we get to be happy, so you should enjoy it!

plus, moods move from person to person, so if your happy, you can make another person happy too

let_me_dance22 May 6 2005, 20:03:48 UTC

wow i really love your post and i know u dont know me but i found you off, girl talk, .... i believe exactly the way u do and i think whether u believe in reincartion or not, i believe reincartion is an expericane u get not only after u have passed, but it's something to think about, if you come back as an animal or AIDS child from africa, dont u think it would kind of be like .... well let me see if i can explain it to u with out confusing you and me all at the same time!! lol ..... well i think .... everyone lives there life the best way they can and everything we do is a choice, no matter what ..... everything we choose or the path we want to live, is based on what we think and feel ..... so say if you were a person who is materalistic or just doesen't care about other people's feeling, or say ur a person who is just down right mean and can be the biggest B*** on the planet, i think reincartion for those people is just something to wake up and recall how mean they were, they would be given a life they never knew from someone else's ( ... )