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A Different Place
The trees swayed...a plush landscape, wet earth & blowing winds. She stood looking into it's depths, past pine, gnarled wood & flowing streams. Dressed in leather pants that laced up the sides, boots, a light chemise & corset....with a belt at her waist, bracers around her arms...the bow from her back clutched in her hands, her darkened cowl hood ( Read more... ) -
Life and money
I've began to realize that in my life abundance in money and happiness has always happened at opposite times. It seems whenever I begin to be financially stable, gaining savings and feeling good about my finanial security....I always am in a situation that makes me miserable that has nothing to do with my money making. However, my choices to get ( Read more... ) -
Anxiety
Soo I'm not so sure about this new house quite yet. I'm not sure what it is but I'm feeling super anxious an irritated. Almost depressed with No motivation to do anything. I haven't really started unpacking. I'm kind of rejecting the new house in a sense. It's just so big and it's like I never see my family.
I go to Cali for Travis' bday in two days ( Read more... ) -
He might just be perfect.
"Why do you like me so much?"
"Just something about you that really attracts me to you...youre real, I dont know, you just got a little shine in your eyes, youre different from any other girl Ive been with...your not typical or superficial or predictable like most girls."
"I want to wait for you to be ready...not like its your first time, but you ( Read more... ) -
Recently
I read over old journal entries...I laugh and cry ( Read more... ) -
If you want to know the truth....
The truth is I am a wreck. -
Surgery, More Surgery & More Tattoo!
So, Graham's surgery went well. It was kind of strange being called into the operation room to see my boyfriend in a gown and booties, with an IV stuck in his arm, and wires all over him for his heart rate, all faded out looking. He was fine though. They got the metal out of hs hand quick and easy and he didn't even notice it. The stitches are ( Read more... ) -
STUPID WORLD
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Masturbation
Ive discovered that taking sexy videos of yourself and masturbating in the middle of the day makes life feel a whole lot better. I need my endorphine rush for the middle of the day. You know, if I skip a day working out....
Ill just masturbate.
Haha.
