my ex gives me heart attacks...or at least stress induced palpatations. nuff said.

So the love of my life...well maybe not my entire life, but the only guy i've ever loved (real love, the deep kind where no matter what you're there for them and will do anything for them ( Read more... )

So I bet you guys have never heard this one before ( Read more... )

So i went to lunch with Kacie this afternoon at P.F. Chang's at the Irvine Spectrum and i got two fortunes in my fortune cookie which i thought had to be a sign of some sort. they were bomb fortunes too. and one said "love is just around the corner ( Read more... )

I have an awkward icky feeling ( Read more... )

so recently every new guy i talk to or who shows interest in me suddenly has interest in culinary arts and wants to go to CIA or Cordon Bleu! WTF?

Did I disappoint you or let you down ( Read more... )

i feel like dawson in season 4 when he sees joey with pacey and is forced to deal with the fact that he's lost the one person he loves most.

It’s not over
This love is killing me
But you’re the only one
It's not over

i feel like i'm slipping away
like i'm dissapearing into nothingness
i feel like i'm trapt too
i don't feel really alive anymore