I really want to do something, or be something.
I want to be remembered, I want to be loved, I want to be honest and proud of myself.
I want to be happy, and I want to feel loved.
I know who I am I just want to figure out what that means.
And what I can do with it.

It rained again today, 40 days and 40 night laterr ( Read more... )

So where to begin I suppose I'll start with friday since I believe that's where I left off, Friday was a blahzay work day. Meaning I really didn't work or did a minimal amount, wasting time until six when I got dressed up to meet up with Cricket to celebrate her birthday. I sported a pair of Ivory white miss me pants, and a semi see through peach ( Read more... )

So... Allot has happened. I'll start with this, I talked to Alex today. I thought about a million things I would say to him when we next spoke and none of them i said, I wanted to prove something but honestly I give up. I just want my friend back, and I just want Alex back in my life. It was casual brief and I asked him to hangout but i get the ( Read more... )

My Parents are quite happy that my life is returning to a semi normal pattern. Yesterday I was pretty sick though, most likely from eating too much food Hah.. So I was in bed most of the day then I went to the mall to pick up shirts for work. Though after orientation today it's apparent I'm going to have to do a bit more shopping but I'll get to ( Read more... )

AIM IM with ohheylma6/14/09 5:26 PM
Cd musique: Funny story
Cd musique:Sam holland messaged me because he saw christoph at UVM orientation
Cd musique:haha how wierd is that I was just talking about messaging him
Ohheylma:haha yah that's funny  did you ask him to lunch
5:31 PM
Cd musique:not yet I figured I'd ease into it.
Cd musique:did a bit of ( Read more... )

Alright well quite a bit has happened since I last posted. Basically thursday night I finally got in touch with DJ Melissa's brother. To make a long story incredibly short, Melissa Generalli and Amy Tucker and my bestfriends, but not just bestfriends something more, they're bits of my childhood that I will always care for and will always love no ( Read more... )

I ran away from yoga today. Literally Ran, I was just in no mood for it I'd just been hanging out with Bryan... and that had brought up allot of memories of Al, and I'd trotted off to yoga thinking nothing of it, foolish in retrospect. Yoga is all about concentration, focus, deep breaths deep thoughts, and that brought me back to the last time I ( Read more... )

So Cricket came over and dragged her buddy from Rockport with her. We munched on brownies while watching Almost Famous, and they proved to be too potent for me to function. The three of us chilled out until the am. When my madre kicked Ben out because she didn't know him. I slept until 1 when Cricket peaced and fell back into bed for the rest of ( Read more... )

So yesterday was... well it had a great start ( Read more... )