Unhappiness is my lot in life.

So, what's a girl to do when she sees someone she loves in pain, hurting, every single day, and knows that she's the cause of it all?

Suicide still seems like a good answer.

Life is too short to spend doing this shit.

And you know what, I've reached the point where my feelings had better stay quiet.

Dare I say that I've outgrown blogging?

I can't believe that something like this would happen.

Julia Carter is dead.

My condolences to the family. Though I guess that "family" kind of includes me.

It's not fair for something like this to happen. I don't understand.

I miss Gary.

I'm here. I'm alive. I've moved out, everything is perfect, I am happy.

The End.

I am so not ready to move yet. I have packing to do like crazy. And I have to do it all between the time I get home from Gary's today (10pm-ish) and the time I leave for work tomorrow (4:45am). No sleep will be had. Oh, I also have a couple hours to pack after I get home from Tim Hortons tomorrow and before I go to Changes. I'm sure that that would ( Read more... )

( My second favorite dirty song )

10 more nights spent alone in my crappy bed.

And thus starts the countdown

OMFG ( Read more... )

I hope to deserve you. Right now, I don't.