I need sex. No, to be more accurate, I need an orgasm. Badly. Like, really badly. I am so desperate that I was ready to fuck Jayden tonight. I seriously am getting to the point that I will pay to have sex with some girl. Any volunteers? :P Here is some of my kinkier erotica, not appropriate for my xanga. But none of you will judge me, will you? :P ( Read more... )

I never write poetry, or even poetic prose. I have no style whatsoever. My strength lies in my reasoning. My logic ( Read more... )

If I could make three wishes

I'd wish that you would never experience pain...

I'd wish that you would never go without...

And lastly, I'd wish that you were here with me right this minute.

I love you.

Jen loves Gary.

Perfect Guy Survey -- stolen from some xanga chica :P ( Read more... )

I miss the way things were. Why can't they just stay the same? All this fighting, all this confusion, it's tiresome. I don't know what to do. I'm starting to go crazy. I just want it all to work out. I'm not looking forward to seeing him tomorrow. I'm not going to be able to look him in the eye. It hurts to think this way about him. I look at him ( Read more... )

It's ironic that even when I'm trying to push you away, I'm noticing all I love about you. You really are beautifully idealistic. You live in a fantasy world almost, a world where you're perfect and I'm perfect and together we're perfect. You pretend that you're cynical, you convince yourself of it in an attempt to not get hurt, but you love with ( Read more... )

Man I'm sick of this.

I was watching 'Father of the Bride' tonight ( Read more... )

Stupid Jason for saying that he was coming to visit me for my birthday. Stupid Jason for getting in touch with Setareh again. Stupid Setareh for being all mushy and telling Jason how much she misses him. Stupid me for thinking that maybe I might have a little bit of fun instead of my dreary life of work and then couch.