So, I am totally looking at apartments today (kelsey thanks for the links!!!!!) and a job I totally want is available. All signs that it is all going to be OK!

graduation was nice last night. Sad but nice.

I have been in my room crying for the last couple of days. I can't stop crying. I am not handling this whole graduating thing very well. And I feel bad because all my friends that I love a lot I have not seen. But I have been home alone crying. And I got new shoes today, hopeing that would make it all easier, but really my feet just hurt. So ( Read more... )

There is nothing like sitting in a room, two people on the phone, one cleaning, people on e-mail all working together to plan trans awareness week and get gender neutral bathrooms on this campus. I feel very energized by all these amazing and dedicated people.

So I am at that point where I have been studying so many hours that I really don't care that much. I am writing my last paper, which is due tomorrow, on the misconception of the oppression of women in Islam through analyizing the Adam and Eve story as presented in the Quran and the Tanakh. So, my paper has been hard because you could basically ( Read more... )

So I am in another coffee shop, one down the street from my house which I love. The door is open and the cool spring breeze is coming in. HOWEVER, did you know that at about 7:30 at night all the dykes come out. YOu know they are there, but you never see them. I swear, they are serving me coffee, walking there dogs. It is like the wild rose ( Read more... )

I am in Tulley's studying at 7am and I can not tell you how many old men are here! I am the only woman in here, there are at least 10-15 all being loud and laughhing. Taking up huge amount of space. Almost like it is a boys club that I wasn't invited too. Lord, who knew they all got up this early on a saturday and met at a coffee shop to talk ( Read more... )

First, Charity, you make me smile and rock my world slash I miss you and want to see you SOON! (maybe this weekend ( Read more... )

I am in the champaign room working and there are a lot of people in the center and the staff has to leave so I told her to close the center down, I am not going out there and working. I feel bad I made people leave, but I am working over double the hours I get paid. I said no which is not a common thing for me....

The past couple of weeks have been really trying. I went into a vulnerable situation thinking I was doing something that would be benificial to my community and was instead alinated and forced to justify why I am queer, how I am queer, and who I am outside of my queerness. All of the things that I am confused about and struggle with everyday were ( Read more... )