she almost guessed.
holy cow, that was scary. it was meant in jest... but it was so freaking CLOSE. holy cow.

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i either drank bad milk or am becoming lactose intolerant.

neither is good.

:(

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Guardian Angel
where are you now?
i can't do this
i just don't know how

Guardian Angel
do you hear my prayer?
are you still here with me?
do you even care?

Guardian Angel
where is His love?
i thought He sent it
with you, from above.

i can't do this anymore.
i can't go on this way anymore.
God help me, i just can't do this anymore.

however. the proof is really ( Read more... )

finally summer is here and school is out for a little while ( Read more... )

happy early birfday Mallory! my twin sis :-D

my original email:
----Original Message Follows----
From: renee
Reply-To: He_is_real@yahoo.com
To: Ricky Thieleman <***********@hotmail.com ( Read more... )

i hate you,
you hate me,
we're a broken family
with a lot of problems
and i know you hate my guts,
all this crap just drives me nuts.
(to the tune of the barney song)

this sucks
why do i even try anymore