i'm such an asshole. a big gaping asshole.

i need another sign.

just one more...

a bum called me a homosexual last night cos i was wearing a vicar's mustache.

i danced my ass off and shared a bathroom with some boys.

i also kissed a boy goodnight.

so far i love this place....

now off to see a movie in the valley.

fun.

know what sucks about pretending to be twenty four again?

making twenty year old mistakes.

gah.

how perfect is the location? i can't believe it's only a few weeks away.

things are happening so fast...

we are expecting a full house.

then he's off to munich.

winnerz and i will be home all alone...

*sniff

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so change of plans. as of now it isn't vegas...and i'm not going to write about it since minds are constantly changing.

i'm still excited though!

it's finally happening and i am so excited for him. 8 years is a fucking long time...

i'm so proud of him. words cannot describe how i feel.

AND if you type in "dirty hands" into the google search engine...he's number one. okay maybe it's not a total big deal...but it is...to me.

i can't wait to see the panel!

this week went by smoothly.

i miss him, but i'm not dying without him.

alone time is good. winnie and i bonded. i got to see lulu and gr. we went to a wine bar in culver city. it's like wine tasting, but with machines. we had fun like kids left alone in a candy store.

ugh. i am so loaded off of wine!

i reread my previous entries tonight. i cringed a bit as i read it. i sound like an annoying pod person who talks about her bf way too much ( Read more... )