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i have/by july i will have ( Read more... )

"Born Losers"
matthew good.

Well there ain't nothing to this but your daughter
and the life you would not give her break your plans
traipsed across the continent a squatter
for your lies at night to sleep between my hands

When the lights come on this whole place gets ugly
but when they're out strangers fall in love
she could never say ( Read more... )

Jax   +The Heartless Droid+ says:
you were really nice, and you didn't make me feel crappy for it... i really appreciated that

i'm frantic! (nice to meet you) says:
how could i? it was kind of adoreable.

i'm frantic! (nice to meet you) says:
plus, that's totally step two.

Jax   +The Heartless Droid+ says:
which one is the step where you're rich and famous ( Read more... )

where should i begin ( Read more... )

Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move ( Read more... )

-took a sexy bath. subsequently melted from massage. 24 hours later, i can still barely stand upright. my back is happy ( Read more... )

this weekend (so far):
-dancing.
-bill hicks.
-brunch @ java
-FREE COMIC BOOK DAY! 
-the clothing show (my ring is purdy.)
-dinner at the Korean Grill House (bitches).
-Lye in Burlington.

(*one day, i am gonna grow wings. a chemical reaction. hysterical and useless.*)

   i lost track somewhere there in my calculations. nights spent feeling the safest and happiest and most fulfilled i've been in years vs. time spent getting the knees of my jeans dirty, knelt over crying like a wee child.  the luck i've had in finding my place, at least right now, in the world vs. the parts of it coming apart at the seams. the ( Read more... )

so we played. i felt fairly good about it. drink tickets. going out. lots of people i was terribly thankful to have around. dancing badly (moreso than usual. i have the bruises and bitemarks to prove i was making ana ss of myself). and someone hands you another drink, and you think, all right, one more cant hurt. and so on. and so on. and nine ( Read more... )