me: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlujT3ytnjg
her:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mcs3wSzqTI8

THE FIRST NIGHT

our work burnt down. or at least it seemed so. i had seen her around the call centre... beautiful and strange... a friend of a friend said she looked like my ex, but i dont think she did... i couldn't see anything but someone beautiful.. someone almost perfect.. the ideal of what i ever thought beauty could be. she wore a zebra print ( Read more... )

couldnt sleep last night. in and out for smokes between bouts of panic... as it got closer to when she'd be waking up i started thinking maybe she'd call.... temporary insanity, it ws a terrible mistake, just come home... but there wasn't a call. came home to the parents and cried some more... yeah, i'm classy like that. not sure how to make sense ( Read more... )

things are not right ( Read more... )

news and such ( Read more... )

perhaps the most hectic week ever ( Read more... )

we stayed up all night in the hospital. they did a biopsy. the liver was unusable. we came home and slept. now we're waiting again ( Read more... )

hey folks ( Read more... )

man oh man.
the new matthew good album, hospital music, is now streaming on his sight.
might i just say the album is amazing in a way that only a record written trying to find hope whilst commited to a psychiatric hospital following a terrible divorce after suffering lifelong bipolar disorder and being addicted to sedatives can be.

matthewgood.org
(you ( Read more... )

dear doll,
when i think of you, it will be like this.

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