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Zoltan Tildy
(some Hungarian deed)

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have you ever wanted something so bad that maybe you got a little too excited?  expected a little too much?  became a little too confident?  wanted it a little too badly?  all of that so much that it hurt a little too much when it didn't work out the way you'd anticipated ( Read more... )

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I seriously never write in this.

I'm experiencing this odd tingly-numbness in my arm that is post-near-breakage.
I've also got a pretty sweet lumpy bit of pain on my collar bone.
"Go to the doctor", you say?
You know me.  
Not unless something snaps.
He'll only tell me to stop doing what I'm doing.
And we can't have that.

Senior Jeans.
Oh shit.
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He got what he wanted from me and now he's gone.  I suppose maybe now I'll stay away.  I see how he really is.  I hope I don't fall back into it.

Summer can't make up its mind.  It calls and then it doesn't.  Fuck it.

You're not fat.  If you honestly thought you were, you wouldn't be parading around saying you were.  So STOP SAYING IT.

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So... I wish they lived in a different town, both of them.  It makes things really hard.  You know, you feel like after over a year things should be okay, but no.  I feel like it's getting worse.  Everything makes me think back to something from way back when, and that sucks big ones.  I WANT TO BE OVER IT!!  I thought I was, but apparently not.  ( Read more... )

Yestready brought long awaited relief.  In more ways that one.  I just hope that it wasn't just a fluke.  I don't know how many more of those I can take.  I'm weary about getting my hopes up, but yesterday's events are pushing me to do it anyway.  Let's just hope I don't fall the wrong way ( Read more... )