Sweet Jaysus!  It's been one hell of a week (or so).

I have a new friend.  His name is JoJo, and I know I am the love of his life.

I have a new friend.  His name is Matt Sloan.  He goes to Lebanon and I've seen his friend's ass.

I have three cuntfaced old friends that I still hang around, but I don't know why.  When I'm with them, the words that ( Read more... )

So I'm at the new library!  It pretty much kicks a-hole.  Thanks to Alaina Jo... She's the reason I came here in the first place.  If it weren't for her mad props on the place, I'd be at home right now, veggin' in front of the tele instead of feeding my brain.

Well... I have now effing clue what I'm doing.  I feel  like I am obligated to feel a ( Read more... )

1. I hate the way I fit perfectly against you.

2. I hate the way I can't stay mad at you

3. I hate the way you make me smile, even when you're mad.

4. I hate the way your family accepts me.

5. I hate it that you care what I think.

6. I hate your smile.

7. I hate how sometimes even a simple song can bring back so much.

8. I hate it when you think ( Read more... )

He's not single.  Bummer big time.

I'm convinced I'm Betty Crocker's reincarnate.  I effing LOVE to bake.  It's almost unhealthy. I'm currently making brownies.  Praise Jesus our oven has been fixed.

So I'm not really sure what happened, but my shoulder is killing me.  It's hurt since Saturday.  I don't even know, but I know it was a beeyotch ( Read more... )

i love you?

Drama Update:

1) Past Drama: RESOLVED.  (a.k.a.: not speaking)

2) Booster Buddy Drama: RESOLVED. (a.k.a. I quit!  In a massively shitty manner, at that.)

So, that's that and all is GRAND!

BREAKING NEWS:

As I mentioned many, many moons ago I am madly in love with a certain someone.  Well, conveniently enough, the planets have aligned and timing is ( Read more... )

So... drama, drama, drama.  I just keep feeding into it.  I don't know why.  It's not gaining me anything.  It's doing the opposite, actually.

Apparently, he likes me, or so he told my genuinely reliable source.  I wish he acted like it.  Whatev, two can play this game.

I'm not good enough to be seen in public with.  I would say "'Nuff said..." ( Read more... )

Disappointment seems to always be lurking around my corner.

I've been spending a lot of time with Chels.  It's been great, let me tell  yah.  I think we're more than cousins.  I'm pretty sure we are long lost twins.  Our brains work exactly the same way.

HOMECOMING!  The game was a blow out, by far.  42-3, I think?  And though I endured many an ( Read more... )

So I have recently become obsessive compulsive about checking my email.  Always waiting, hoping for a retort and - in a perfect world - a reasonable explanation, preferably paired with an apology.  For everything.

The worst part of all of this is that you can't take blame for yourself.  Blame it on me.  Blame it on  your buddies.  But, have you ( Read more... )

Can you show up somewhere without talking about him?  Just wondering.  I'm sick of it already.