Just arrived here about 2 days ago.  I am not enjoying Corvallis too much, but the people here seem pretty nice.  It will be better if i got a job, but that is a difficult task these days.  Just keep on truckin'. 

So, i work at a restaurant that is frequented by old people.  this weird little old indian guy came in last night and took way too much of my time.  I had to list for him all the vegetarian items when he obviously had the menu right there in front of him.  He then asked me to tell him all the ingredients in everything, including what makes up a ( Read more... )

It just amazes me how many people can see things in such black and white colors, someone is good, someone else is bad.  I have never been a fan of passing judgment. I find that i take more fear in passing judgment on people than i do in making decisions about where to eat.  Its upsetting because there is no real definitive answer to life's ( Read more... )

I love aretha franklin right now.  legit ( Read more... )

Is there such thing as fear of sleeping?  i don't have a biological insomnia as much as a self inflicted one.  I am tired of being plagued by the thoughts of seeing him with someone new.  Gosh this part really really really sucks.  I bet there are more songs about how much love hurts than about actually being in love.  No WONDER.  I am just going ( Read more... )

i found love, but i just tossed it in a trashcan.  What am i thinking?  I am not exactly sure but i seem to know that is has something to do with the fact that i want grown up things.  weird.  Grown UP things.  I am almost 23, thats pretty grown up in the eyes of my niece, but to my coworkers i am still cookin'.  I've got some time left...i believe ( Read more... )

to write down our lives, document them.  perhaps this is because we write other things.  texts, emails, papers.  it all adds up.  sometimes i think my output is greater than my intake but then i look at my wasteline and realize i could output a bit more ( Read more... )

why do i feel like im always sick?

farber and me meet tomorrow.  i am sooooooooo nervous.   plus, im working on plans so i can move to utah.  thats right, the motherland for one whole year, isnt that so unrachel of me?  more info, call 714404....  thats right, you better already have my number.
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damage done:
2 midgets
2 pugs
1 mullet
countless homeless
1 TMNT movie
2 friends
4 buffy episodes (okay..maybe 6)
4 loads of laudry
1 neighbor
a billion reasons to smile!

some people that i love more than life could ever say. I LOVE These people.

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