well lets say the last entry is void, what was i thinking ( Read more... )

i left my childhood in my bed this morning. for some reason i felt totally grown up today. its weird. i looked in the mirror before i left for the morris thing and wondered why i had to "primp". i dont like playing dress-up anymore. i also began to think for myself. think think think. i walked into the reunion and felt like i was a child, but ( Read more... )

the confessions of a sick little girl ( Read more... )

so sunday is going to be a day of hard decisions. scott leaves on monday and sunday is his "farewell" talk and yet levi leaves on wednesday and so therefore his "farewell" talk is sunday as well. you would of course say choose scott over levi cuz i've known him longer...but scott is kinda lame with me right now and my brother is playing at Levi's ( Read more... )

"the manifest mind of a woman, he realized, made a great deal of difference in her appeal"--bink in A spell for Chameleon ( Read more... )

well i disappeared this week on wednesday. i kinda took off without telling anyone. came back last nite at 11. oh my goodness tho, i had the BEST time of spring break that i have ever had ( Read more... )

first of all, happy easter to all you who celebrate it ( Read more... )

so i was in utah the past couple of days. it was a great spiritual experience. i feel like a lot of things i had questions about were answered. and of course it was a fun time with 11 girls that i happen to get along with perfectly at the moment in time being. ::sigh:: and sometimes i wonder if me being mean is just because i was hurt. ( Read more... )

i have discovered why being smart may not be so attractive. You have to carry all those books, your wallet is heavier once you get a good job, you are more responsible and have to look over others, people respect you more, and shoot, more brain space occupied. i mean, who wants that ( Read more... )

i am over writing nice things in this journal. i dont know who still reads it, but if it's no one thats my fault cuz i dont comment in anyone else's journal. sorry friends but i always read your journal ( Read more... )