yup. google images has made me happy tonight even though i know i'll never have a brandon boyd of my own: of this i am certain. surely i wouldn't mind a scruffy little rockstar boyfriend with guaged (sp?) ears and scraggly hair, too skinny but oh-so-creative... big dreamer here, hmm ( Read more... )

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i bought a new [gorgeous] car - o7 triple white beetle convert. so cute. i can't wait for summer to drive around with the top down to atlantic highlands and sandy hook. it's gonna be so much fun. i'll miss the green one, all the memories: d.c., old orchard beach, all the fun places we went. but this one is so much more fun ( Read more... )

here's what i think. i think i'm just wasting my time and being consumed by thoughts for someone that likely isn't thinking about me in return. maybe the sooner i cut this away the more quickly i will return to the real person that i am. i feel like this isn't even a part of me so how can it hurt? i just worry that once i get back to myself i'll be ( Read more... )

i jammed my thumb in my dresser drawer and started crying. i'm skipping class, skipping work. everything is hollow and so few things in life are real.

last night my boyfriend walked out and i just let him go. i wish i could fix it but i don't even know if he'll talk to me. why is love such sadness?

my darling friend mister t. reminded me of this livejournal thing yesterday. or the day before. how can anyone be sure when the days blend into one another ( Read more... )

to my faithful readers ( Read more... )

summer is on its deathbed at the hospital with so few visitors ( Read more... )

being a nanny is the best thing ever. i love this job ( Read more... )

in this post i will discuss the ditch, two types actually, one, the verb, and two, the noun ( Read more... )