7/18/05

[pinkjgirl]

Starting Fresh AGAIN. Nothing matters before this, except that I've screwed up and haven't been on track at all, not a big screw-up like I used to do... no more BIG screw=ups ever, which has alerted me to the fact that my habits are completely changed. Now, a screw-up constitutes eating anything with a carb, anything with a gram of fat, anything

Comments

YAY!

[pyt9533]

You go girl! With determination like that u could loose every spare ounce on ure body. wow i need to get in that mindset too, ure my thinspiration :D good luck i kno ull reach ure goal! think thin!!!!!!!!!

Re: YAY!

[pinkjgirl]

Thanks! Stay strong--discpline=success. :) You can do it!

Are you my twin?

[crrazylady]

Hey!
I saw your entry in thinnest and was thinking did I write this myself while asleep. I feel exactly the same way as you do, making constant excuses about how I will start living when I reach that elusive 110. I am also 5'8" and right now I weigh somewhere from 125-130 (too scared to check). I want to go on a hardcore restricting diet as well and was wondering if you want to do this together since our stats are so similar, I really need someone to push me and to remind me every day that I need this. I just feel like its funny that so many times in my life I have been unhappy about something that I couldn't control and now when it is something that I could have that there is no physical obstacle in my way, and yet all I do is gain weight. Please write to me if you are at all interested & would want to talk on im, etc.

Re: Are you my twin?

[pinkjgirl]

I know---you just have to finally decide once and for all to do it--balls out, hardcore. I'm committing myself to a new mantra: "Get what I want at all costs." that way, even if I fall short a little bit, I'm still farther ahead than I would be if I continue to make excuses. You know? Instead of waiting around for some event, date, new year, new month, new start to give us a reason to really and truly go all out towards our goals, we need to realize that today is enough. Wanting it is enough. And life is too short to make excuses. Good luck! At the end of the day, we are the ones who make or break our goals. If we go to bed at night dissatisfied, then something needs to change, something needs to be eliminated, cut down, cut out, drained, restricted. You know what I mean. Stay strong. You CAN do it, you just have to decide if you WILL.

[maroon5star]

cool... i always love your posts.

[pinkjgirl]

Thanks!!!

Let me join you guys

[bonita_t]

Hey pinkjgirl. I have been reading this site for a while now but have not posted. I am 6'0'' so a few inches taller than you but likewise feel that I put my life on hold until I reach my goal weight. Unlike you guys, my STGW is 140- this has been a really awful year for me- I've gained too much weight to think about and it all started when I got an injury last summer when I got down to my STGW and wanted to reach 130. So its been a year of binging and starving for me and I'm back feeling helpless again- like I need to get control of things. I feel so inwardly angry all the time- only at myself- I can't believe this year I have been so weak. I'm shortly going to a really reputable drama school- there are only 7 other girls- they are all smaller than me- I must must must feel confident when I start there otherwise I don't know what I'll do. I have 8 weeks. I need all the support I can get! I hope we can all help each other.

Re: Let me join you guys

[pinkjgirl]

Just think about how awesome it will be when you reach your goals & lose lose lose. Sometimes, people forget that the more you weigh, the easier it is to lose... it gets really tough the closer you get to your goals, so if you think about it in that way, it might help you get jumpstarted. The first few days are the toughest... then like day 3 or 4, you'll get that boost to keep you going for the long haul. You just have to re-commit yourself and you will do it. Maybe those girls are shorter in height than you, but you will stand out as the wispy, tall, waif once you reach your goals. They will admire you. I sometimes find myself even wishing I was taller, bc I have a friend who is about 5'11" and for the longest time weighed probably 115 which is soooo thin for being that tall. She looked amazing, then got breast implants & now kind of looks disporportional... but still great to me bc I think tallness is beautiful. Stay with it. Write out every single thing you want in the world and your weight-loss goals and food lists, etc

[go_tko]

think thin, be strong.
you can get there

♥emily

[iwannab_mk]

add me? you sound alot like me. xox

[pinkjgirl]

Sure!