so its been an up and down 2 weeks. me and shaz are friends again. not like we never would not make up..jeez. but its all good and im happy bout it ( Read more... )

So. Appararently, Shaz and I arent best friends anymore. I know her reasoning even if she hasnt told me. I have a bf, and I hang with him alot and Kristain. Well I work up to 30 hrs a week, and I have no life anymore. you hang with your lame ass cousin whom idk how you could stand to be with him for more than 10 minutes. but whatever. I never ( Read more... )

Umm. I havent really been on here in the longest time bahaha. I think it's a good thing to update though every once in a while to remember shit lol. I just read alot of my pervious entrys from freshamn year and what not and its fucking hilarious. uhmm now im a senior. its fucking gay, i hate all my classes..im the lead in the play this year..which ( Read more... )

Im tired of hurting and thinking that my mom's going to get better and be normal again. I want a fucking mother that i can talk to and come to when i need someone, and since i dont have that it bothers me. all my dad talks about is my mother, and he rarely ever thinks about my brother or me, and when he does hes asking for something. my family is ( Read more... )

these are my most inner thoughts as of right now. they are adressed to certain people and they are ususally thr people are on my mind lately ( Read more... )

so inn 2 weeks my life totally did a 360 flip. ummm no im not with MR DOUCHE*mikey* anymore that faggot basically lied to me the long time we were togther...*2 weeks and 4 days*..umm we went on a date on the 15th. he brough his friend and i thought nothing of it. I TOLD HIM THE NIGHT BEFORE THAT I WAS NEVOUS AND MY PET PEEVE IS HON GUY JUDGE BASED ( Read more... )

So I never ever am on here anymore not since last yr anyways but something just made me like want to write everything down. umm ya last yr was the turning point in my life. i grew so much and learned so many things. like not to trust certian people and that familey is really thr only people who are going to be with you till the end. even though at ( Read more... )

so basically today was a blah ( Read more... )

hello. well i went to skool today. funn stuff. except not.i had to do soo much shit. i think the word im looking for is WORK. yah. it sux. and! i told my friend amy that i wanted her pizza and she told me okay. TO MY HORROR! she droped it...omg yah i no what ur thinking. i was crying on the inside. seeing that slice on the floor, looking up at me ( Read more... )

livejournal sucks
i wont be on that much for updating unless somthing major happened
so ill be on myspace alot more

much love ♥ jess