Screwed over again.... and i'm not even surprised

So everyone has been coming around to the idea of me dating matt, except jeff, but oh well. And now all i have to do is tell my parents. I think i'll tell them after i move this weekend.

I Think I'm almost to my finish line, I hope nothing screws that up again. Once I get there, I know things will get better.

I HATE....
Dreaming dreams that are incredible, but they never come true when i want them to... That i thought i was getting over it, and now i feel like i've taken a detour and ended up 4 miles after the starting line, but 6 miles from the finish... Feeling like i'll never finish school... That i'm failing one of my classes...

My sorrow most often is taken away in time. I'm thankful that My time has come....

I went and saw mike tonight...for like twenty minutes...we talked for a bit, and caught up about some things... I really miss him...but what can I do about it now...

So today I had my first car accident....Wow, what a feeling...My car isn't destroyed or anything, too bad though...i would love a new car...

So staying up for a total of 40 hours without even so much as a nap This is never a good thing for me. Although i've had an amazing weekend. My weekend pretty much started out like any other had plans and had fun. I went to a rufio concert, it was okay, but i wasn't really into it. WE all went to eat, olive garden, and i've decided that i pretty ( Read more... )

WAIT....WAIT....WAIT.... I'M TIRED OF WAITING!!

Last night i lied, yelled, became enraged, and cried. I lied about being with mike last night, he called margarita to see if i was really with her, cause that was the lie. I yelled at him for checking up on me! I became enraged when he sent margarita text messages about how there was no reason to live, and that he was gonna kill himself. I called ( Read more... )