sitting here... stoned ( Read more... )

i want to talk to you so bad but im afraid of the awkward silence. I dont want you to think that im angry with you or that i hate you  cause i dont. although i must say that im disapointed. I dont want to scare you off, i want to be understanding but i just dont think you handling the situation how you should. i feel like you dont wanna tell me ( Read more... )

what is to be said in the loss of something you thought was almost real? I  dont ever get to have cake and eat it too. i get a taste of the frosting of someone elses cake.  but i guess thats just the way the cookie crumbles. nothing is what it seams and just when it seams good and there are no flaws in your plan it some how finds away to fold and ( Read more... )

Today was realy boring. all i did today was play halo 2. the good thing is i actualy got to sleep last night. im very happy about that.tommorow my dad has a jazz gig, its gonna be so fun :)

just another boring ass day sitting around the house doing nothing. i didnt even play any halo 2 today. i just sat around on my lazy ass watchin tv and watchin videos on myspace. lame lame lame. i wish i had freinds that lived close to me here so i had something to do during the day. and  i forgot to bring my sk8board so that sucks even more. these ( Read more... )

live journal... wow, im suprised ppl still use this. well i guess in some ways its better than myspace. (an update on me ( Read more... )

i met this girl ashley and she was kinda anoying at first but she asked me out and i said yes b/c well i dont realy know why i said yes. but anywayz... i broke up with her after like 3 days and now shes walkin around saying that she loves me and i still love her and i also found out that she made out with a drunk kid at riverfront. im sooo pissed ( Read more... )

today was really fun after school. i whent to lucys and we whent to her nieghbers house. me and andrew (lucy's nieghbor) chased each other around with pellet gunz and then me, lucy, andrew, and ashley all got on thier trampolien and andrew whent to get the dish soap and lucy got the hose. well ill let you figure out the rest... any wayz!! i dont ( Read more... )

i whent to the mall with liz yesterday and we were ther for like 5 hours and i needed to buy clothes for school and i ended up with four shiets for like $80. lol thats just not right. but we had a good time none the less. we got lew from work and saw robin at target. i finally got hold of brittany today, i was so happy.
well ttuguysl

im home. although i miss my dad and i know he misses me b/c hell have none to chill with. we got realy close this summer, we're like brothers. i still havnt gotten hold of britteny and i realy want to talk to her. it makes me all emo like. i even bought a taking back sunday cd. god whats wrong with me? well anywayz im sorry i didnt get to chill ( Read more... )