It's Christmas Day My step family is outside socializing I'm in the office on the computer I'm bored out of my mind I wish that I was included But instead I decide to isolate myself
I've reached my highest weight EVER! I'm 123.4 lbs I've never ever ever been this fat before It's been about 1.5 years since I was hospitalized for anorexia In May of 2008 (when I was hospitalized) I weighed 94lbs I've gained almost 30lbs of fat! I'm so huge... Now it's impossible to lose this fatness because of the holiday season What do I do?
I think that she looks amazing here So much better than how she looked a few weeks ago Girl looks better with some meat on her body But I'm not feeling her face 100% though...
I'm so bloated I have horrible cramps I think that I'm going to get my period soon I feel like a failure Because I'm no longer thin anymore I don't care if it means that I'm healthy because I'm menstruating I only want to be thin