...So things between mark and I are...better. I still feel the way I felt before, but maybe over time he will loosen up and things will change and he'll loosen up. He just doesn't understand when you back off until i'm comfortable ( Read more... )

damn i wish stuff was like it was before. i dont want a serious man or girl rightnow. ive been through too much for that right now. once youre out of a bad relationship youre not as upset and you dont feel like youve lost anything much. I know i didnt shed a tear sunday and i fel ta lot better...like a weight had been lifted or a raincloud had ( Read more... )

hmmk. so im single again. which doesnt really bother me, except that i cant get him to understand WHY it is that were not toghter. it would help to have closure, and i dont want to end it bad, i want to end it on good terms. but i dont think i have a choice ( Read more... )

I have a house, I have a house, I have a house hey hey hey hey ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me...

happy birthday to meeeeee, this birthday sucks, as did the last.

Boo ( Read more... )

I had a mixup with my pill earlier in the week, and Sunday the 18th, Aunt Flo was due...I usually get my period on weekends, and I was due, but it hadnt shown up yet...I usually start saturday morning. By late sunday evening, I still had no visit. Then I got worried, but excited, worried that "oh no, if i'm pregnant this will be the end of school, ( Read more... )

All's normal right now...or for the moment I should say. Had a little scare there this weekend, but I eventually started bleeding..when my tricky body got the mind to. Things are nice with the husband, thought I slept on the couch last night because he was being a butt. Kitties are fine, bad as hell, but theyre okay. My cramps are friggin killing ( Read more... )

I just love how i'm the bad guy here. I admit i'm not perfect but i'm not as horrible as they talk like I am. Listening to the talk about me and ha ha hee hee in the livingroom about all my flaws made me want to poison myself and rid them of their issue. If I was dead, or at least far away I'd have no way to be the butt of all their jokes.

Apparently my boyfriend and family like to sit around and talk about me behind my back, as well as complain about me. It'd be better for me to find somewhere else to go so they can talk about me where I don't have to listen to it ( Read more... )