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add me please. mhm.

I'm in the process of making a new livejournal. This one is a little outdated.
I do believe I made this one when I was 12. Note the stupid username.
Once I have a few minutes, I will be making a new one.

I've grown.

I do not understand ( Read more... )

Well don't call me by my full name,
And all this is temporary.
It feels much better to know that you won't feel a thing.
Well don't talk about it;
Write it down but don't ask for help.
I can't be honest with even myself.
Did you ever wish you were somebody else?

Accomplishments are transient.
They pulled me in unremittingly.
Just lasting this long,
I feel ( Read more... )

I thought tonight would be one of those   nights.

apparently not.
Apparently I am "mean" and ruin everything awesome

So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, better's no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right

Well Cathy Steele is a scam artist haha
Tattoos here I come. Well, I may check out models inc. real quick but if they sound anything like that other bitch, I do believe I ( Read more... )

sometimes I think this cycle never ends
we slide from top to bottom and we turn and climb again
and it seems by the time that I have figured what it's worth
the squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse.

wanted to believe in all the words that I was speaking
as we moved together in the dark
and all the friends that I was telling
and all the ( Read more... )

We're starting to feel
We stayed together out of fear
Of dying alone
I've been slipping through the years
My old clothes don't fit like they once did
So they hang like ghosts
Of the people I've been

It's like my heart can't take
My fall in love every day
And I feel like a fool

I have to face the truth
That no one could ever look at me like you do
Like I'm ( Read more... )

Oh, honesty is so overrated
Trust is rarely a wise investment
The best stories are exaggerated
Oh, honesty will haunt me awfully bad

You say I am a nuisance, you say I bring you down
You say I'm always in the way and you wish I weren't around
You came to me screaming, you asked me if I would
So I'm giving you your space, this time for good

Well I steer ( Read more... )

I gotta wish, I gotta wish
that all of this was something special.
I need a drink I need a pill, no wait I was over two years sober, but this guy he said that I was on drugs
I should give some money to that bitch
or I could just get a real fucking job

oh man I hurt, emotions they suck,
but ill just tell people I don't give a fuck about that shit
Aint ( Read more... )