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so basically. im sick of being second best to colleen. always and in all ways.

live journals are by nature idiotic. what is all this drama sourrounding them?? i mean, dont we make fun of them via the "emo song"....idk. everything is such a lie. i mean, lamb thinks i hate him now? and never want to speak to him again?! hes either completely delusional and wants me to hate him or is just doing this to hurt me back. because i ( Read more... )

so yeah. guess who started talking to me last night? dave. he said that breaking up with lamb because i dont like him anymore was a nice thing to do, like, not leading someone on. he again apologized for 2yrs ago drama. and said "i dunno" like, 646416843518125764 times. last year he talked to me when he was fighting with kayla, or just bored. is he ( Read more... )

so yeah. i guess there was a large bowling sn=hindig to wich me and zach were the only ones not invited. zach for drama reasons with vinny and me for drama reasons with lamb. i was so mad, my break up should not affect my friendships! mine and lambs friends shouldnt have to choose. so i exploded at vinny last night. i feel much better >.< also, ( Read more... )

so i broke up with lamb. it may have been the hardest thing ive ever had to do. i feel better now. but i miss him. there was no one reason. sometimes i wished there had been a reson. some undenyable fault that would explain why i stopped liking him. and im terrified hes going to become the "ex that wont go away" like, the one that takes it upon ( Read more... )

i havent updated in forever. oh well....

summer is almost over. im so sad. and i have shit loads of historical notations to take.... this = procrastination...

but the summer was fun. i hung out with friends alot....lamb <3. and ozzfest was the highlight of my existance.

but yeah. whatever. bye!

i dont know why but im REALLY happy today! scary thought i know !

our group had a super fun time bowling on monday. and we aer mayhaps going to the movies on friday! <333 ( Read more... )

so yesh. procrastinating historical homework ( Read more... )