You crawled into my bed like some sort of giant insect ( Read more... )

gone. it's so deadly cold outside and grim, and I'm laying in bed in this new room. a space that reminds me how gone you are, how empty everything seems. i feel like something has gone wrong. a distance should be good, something to look forward to, but I have this sinking feeling that things aren't right. i regret a lot of things, mostly the ( Read more... )

nothing i can do is good
nothing i can do is right
everything I want is WRONG
anything is say is INCORRECT
nobody believes me
and they don't understand the lingo anymore
they never did
I'm sick over this
why isn't love
ever enough??

Your holiness is gone ( Read more... )

I wanted ( Read more... )

Fade ( Read more... )

pinkpaperdolls
is worn out.

Sleep when you're dead! Whether it's emotionally or physically, you're exhausted. Have you considered sleeping pills? I took them when I had mono, and they made everything better.

brought to you by interim32. wanna know your livejournal's mood ring ( Read more... )

the closer I get, the more you dissolve. It's frusterating. None of this is who it *should* be about...just memories and the static. AHHHHH!!!! The phone rang. Questions. Inquiries. Oh my fuck. My makeup is halfway down my face from last night...and I look dead. Scary.

What is everyone saying on the tele?

Things have been absolutely mad lately and it reminds me of this little series of writings that I tried to do semi-recently that documented every thought, every feeling, but I'm so much clearer and happier right now ( Read more... )

Ughh, I just woke up screaming from a horrid nightmare...the first one I've had since I've lived in SF. I don't actually think it was anything that was too scary--it was something about the Gilmore Girls tv show. Maybe I shouldn't say that, but fuck, it's 5 am and I'm pretty upset. Sooo lame ( Read more... )