it started out new years eve. I played with my sister's brothers for a while, read some books, and worked on homework. Then showered around 10:30 and Matt picked me up a little after 11..b/c he had to work until 11 ( Read more... )

Matt picked me up around 4 yesterday. We had planned to go to the Golden Dragon, then take his shoes back to the mall, then go to oxford and walk around and then rent American Wedding and S.W.A.T. We had planned on doing all of this BEFORE he picked me up at 4, b/c he said "early...like 2". So whatever no biggie ( Read more... )

Because life is meaningless when love is a lie. When a word is directed without action, one can only aspire death. Because I give everything I am to show my love, but only and always receive heartbreak. Because I truly love him and only want the best for him, but it appears that his heart can only jeer towards my efforts. Because he has lied and ( Read more... )

Sometimes we just sit around and waste time scolding others for their wasted time..but most of the time we just fool ourselves ( Read more... )

Going to get my check with my Matt and then we are going to get my mommy a gift and then seeing a movie...hes so sweet:)

OK! so rachel and jessica want me to come to their little christmas party..actually they wanted me TO HELP THEM SET IT UP. ha. no way. they never hang out with me or talk to me. screw that.

STEVE WROTE SAYING ( Read more... )

ok so last night matt and i walked out of kfc b/c ivena is just a big mean face and that place makes no sense at all. So we just walked out and didnt say a word..just left and it felt so good. like i feel so free. i wanna work at like the library or in an office b/c im way too good for stupid kfc and so is matt ( Read more... )

Education has the ability to strike freedom. Yet time forces the act that may never come. We all sit in the same seat, lifting our hands and lowering our heads in a silent attempt...just licking the blood. Everyone willthink the same thoughts, the same time forever. We won't admit ourselves in the open. Because we're all runing to fast to claim the ( Read more... )

So yeah I can't believe I have time to sit on my butt..and get online..and listen to music..yeah...

Actually I don't really have the time b/c I should really be studying...but um yeah...mental melt down yo...

Band concert tonight...

...............I heart my matt.............