you made it clear to me that i dont belong here that i just cant complete the challenge. if i thought you needed to know something i would tell it to your face other wise i would expect you to understand a lil thing called privacy. im done i cant live this life anymore. its just to hard.

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So the 2004 ventura warped tour line up thing came out! i am EXCITED!

__all the bands i wanna see!
Wed | July 7 | Seaside Park | Ventura, CA

NORTH STAGE
SOUTH STAGE
MAURICE STAGE
VOLCOM STAGE New Found Glory Coheed & Cambria
Taking Back Sunday
Flogging Molly Anti Flag Bouncing Souls
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so today was fathers day...i got my dad a card, a low carb coke and a slice of cake. yup. we saw the mighty wind. very funny. reminds me of the party for some reason. yes. mike showed up. hes out gettin pot at the moment but i guess he is stayin the night. we shall see. at work i became friends with a man who had just got out of jail and has 2 dui ( Read more... )

so like OMG(lol) yesterday was so like the best day EVER x 2. you gotta come see the pix! yes i went camping at leo carrillo(in malibu) with the georges and friends. crappy surf at the beach but they were shooting the wb show summerland there so we got free food met some of the cast and crew and tried to be extras. met up with Damo, whos shirt by ( Read more... )

yesterday night was awful i had my first mental break down. it was sad. all i can say is i am not ready to have a husband, house and job. yup ( Read more... )

so today i got my hair dyed. its ok, i dunno if i like it yet. its not what i wanted. but its said to fade. we shall see. i then went to the beach around 3 with nick. it was very nice. went to church and saw jesus(the dude who plays jesus in the passion). i ushered him to communion. *gasps* lol my mom was tripin when i told her he was there. haha ( Read more... )

beach, ventura, seaward, tomorrow, around noon. anyone want to join?

yesterday was cool. i cleaned the entire house(not cool). i went and saw regan drive down lynn it was crazy. went over to tanya thoma's where marissa burger phil and bill/will were we sat around the park talking bout random shit while once again there was smoking. left there at like 10 and went to see nick as i promised. mucho fun 10 minutes. came ( Read more... )