Being home for Christmas this year has just not felt the same. Being home has just not felt the same at all.... I don't really know why. I guess with me being in a different state than my family I have gotten used to not seeing them ever and so when I do see them it just doesn't feel right anymore. It's a really strange feeling, too. I don't feel ( Read more... )

I'm hoping these next three weeks go by quickly. That fourth week here is going to be the best. Adam will be here for three days, and then I will be going back to school two days after he leaves. So that will be nice ( Read more... )

Lately my life has been ridiculously hectic. But now that it is winter break finally, I can relax and somewhat take it easy. Not having any true obligations to the university for about a month is going to be very, very nice. Although, being in Texas is not where I want to be for this month. I love my family and all, but it's not home. My home has ( Read more... )

I'm going to vent for a little bit... I really just need to complain some right now to get it out of my system ( Read more... )

Friday night beneath the stars ( Read more... )

Getting out of Blacksburg this weekend is probably the best thing for me... I need a break from everything. I need to just not think about anything school or theatre related for just a weekend... hopefully that will rejuvenate me.

so there's this boy... and he makes me really happy. so happy that most of the time I can't stop smiling. I'm kind of crazy about him.

And by kind of, I mean really crazy about him. :]

I sometimes wonder how this all happened... and why. I tend to try and over-analyze things to get to some sort of logic and reason behind everything. Maybe there isn't a particular reason yet. Maybe, it was to learn that I can be happy again. Maybe, it was to learn about myself and how I deal with relationships. Maybe, just maybe, it was to prove ( Read more... )

If I say how much you mean to me, would it jinx what we have?
If I tell you that I think about you a lot would it make you turn and run?
If I tell you all my feelings, would you tell me you feel the same?I forgot what it was like to feel like this. Everytime I think about him my stomach goes in knots and my heart races and I just can't help but ( Read more... )

Skulls are being smashed on my stage right now, but because I am ASM I can't see it happening.

God damn it.