I wrote this for my Daddy tonight this year will be my 1st fathers (daddys) day without him since I lost him last year to Pancreatic Cancer ( Read more... )

People always state what parts of you that they see in each of your children some are right on target where others you just smile and nod to yourself about...here is what I see ..their names each describe a part of my personality ive never been just a particular stereotype...aubrie jaide is my preppy side kierce my unique more funky modern side ( Read more... )

got the results of all the labwork i had done, its what i had expected (which wasn't good) but at least i somewhat prepared myself for this i went into it thinking the worst!!! i dont think it sunk in yet really...its funny i know whats coming but i dont know how long it will take to get there or how bad it will be i thought about researching it ( Read more... )

has probably been one of my worst ( Read more... )

I'm finally starting to realize all the things Tommy has told me about through the years that I just couldn't see I guess with age comes wisdom ( Read more... )

which i guess is a good thing but sometimes knowing what to do is harder then not knowing at all!  whats gone is gone i think there just comes a point where you dont even miss it anymore and the way you thought things were just arent that way and possibly never was that way in the first place and it becomes exceptable so you move on. a point where ( Read more... )

to forget the times when things were easy, when we were easy.....

do you go until you have nothing left or do you quit and leave with a little bit of dignity

i know how she felt when she did what she did bc right now i want to do just the same just so it will stop for one second....we both just wanted the same thing i remember being mad at her and confused on why she would do such a thing now i get it i get it completely its sad that i understand her

cant go to anyone for advice on this one and i know what advice i need to take but how will i explain the outcome