will always haunt me! the what if's cloud my mind.....something told me to keep going but i quit anyway... can you ever go back and fix what you fuck up? i guess time will tell..gonna need a lil help with this one!

i wish i understood what all these dreams ive been having lately mean..ahhh...ive been having similar ones for wks now everyyyyyyy night! i say they either need to be explained or stopped!

having aubrie jaide, her baby shower, circa de soule, aubries first christmas and thanksgiving, meeting joeys new gf, seeing my family that i dont see that much, great reality tv lol, new house, jaime lynn spears getting preggers (bc it will make 08 so much more interesting, teaching dance, tiffany being born, leaving starbucks, aubrie saying mama ( Read more... )

You may not like me, but I LOVE him ( Read more... )

remembered my birthday, my old address and phone number and said not much has changed since the first time you said my name

and

you cant even remember my favorite fruit that i told you 5 minutes before

so good to say how you feel to ppl....i feel a weight lifted off my shoulders one down one more to go i dont know when that day will come but no matter what the circumstances when the opportunity comes im taking it. my christmas presents for ppl has really made me feel so much better so i hope everyone loves them when i give them out. doing them ( Read more... )

i was that lil red headed girl that my grandpa told me about because if i was id have you!

breaking my heart its breaking me down ( Read more... )

its that no matter what happens my daughter will always love me and always be a part of my life and ive come to the conclusion that that is more than i could ever want or ask for in my life! and that alone makes me happy!!!!

every since tommy and i have been married its never been just us its always been me, tommy and someone or something else thats what ive concluded and its done nothing but wear us down as it would anyone at the beginning it was tim and now wyatt and in between the two family members when will it be just us when will we learn to not let these things ( Read more... )