I fear ( Read more... )

I want to feel true happiness ( Read more... )

My parents finally bought my plane ticket for my sisters wedding. They decided to fly me first class which will be really nice. But what the fuck? Are they trying to make it up to me? Like, "Oh, we've fucked Sarah over a million times so lets fly her out here first class so she'll be in a better mood when we see her".... I'm sure that's the whole ( Read more... )

I feel like crying. No reason at all. I just want to curl into the fetal position and cry. And by cry I mean really cry. Bawl my eyes out. What the fuck is wrong with me???

Maybe he was right. He told me that my site was just making things worse for me. I wonder if he's right. I've been busy with work lately and it's dead there so I don't really post much or get to read much. And I seem to be doing better. I haven't b/p for what seems like a lifetime. And I've been doing so much better with my cutting. The people on ( Read more... )

OK... I'm going to start posting in this thing all the time. I promise ( Read more... )

I'm trying to make my journal all pretty and stuff but I'm so lost and confused. I'm making it worse and all fucked up and hard to read. I wish I was at least a little bit talented, but I'm not. I have no talent at all. That's me... the talented loser!! Someone wanna give me some of your talent? I'd love you forever!

All right... so I decided it's time to start a journal for myself. I have one posted on my site, but I need one here since everyone who is anyone has one here ( Read more... )