im 18 ( Read more... )

so lets see.

my hair is hot pink.
thats cool i guess. and weird, but whatever.

prom was great.
and super cute.
me and matt were the weirdest couple at prom. hahah perrrfect.

im 18 tomorrow!! yeaaa.

omg

life is so intense.

my mom is really stressing me out.
i dont think she realized that i dont care what people think of me.
she wants me to be some cookie cutter perfect girl.
just let me live.

matthew is absolutely fantastic.
yesterday we just chilled for hourss. and we tye-dyed.
lovelyy.

prom tomorrow. im not tan.
i have no purse.
i have no bra.
and my ( Read more... )

my best friend from my grade school in new york just added me on facebook.
i haven't seen or spoken to her since 3rd grade.
when i saw  the email from face that said "jasmine nsubuga has added you as a friend" i freaked out.
thats seriously so weird how you can find people on myspace and facebook like that.
damn crazzzy shit.

i've had 4 phones since september.

thats disgusting.

i almost broke my nose cuz i fell into a tree.

sillllly.

justin let me drive his car on friday after work.
goin 80 down atsion. haha he was so scared he held onto the wheel the whole time.
but i was actually not bad. except the speeding issue.

i lost my pretty pink razr.
got a new shitty phone.
got a new ( Read more... )

i said i wanted to do these things over spring break.
     - get wasted every night.
     - get tan.
     - go somewhere.
     - finish my college applications. (essays)
     - see my sister and my friends.
     - clean my room.
     - find a prom everything. dress, date, shoes, etc.
     - see my dad.

have i done any of these things?
     - i haven't gotten ( Read more... )

what if i had a thing on the side?
made ya cry?
would the rules change up?
or would they still apply?
if i played you like a toy?
sometimes i wish i could act like a boy.

i guess ill start typing my research paper now.

hmm. not entirely sure whats going on.

over spring break i want to: (in no particular order)
     - get wasted every night.
     - get tan.
     - go somewhere.
     - finish my college applications. (essays)
     - see my sister and my friends.
     - clean my room.
     - find a prom everything. dress, date, shoes, etc.
     - see my dad.

yesterday i sat ( Read more... )

i have respect issues.

i know this.
we all know this.

and that is a false statement.

mad people are asking when we can hang out and im just like uhhh spring break? hah ill be so busyy, fantasticcc.

nothing i say can justify it, but its not my fault the way i feel.
then again, if people didnt believe rumors, there would be no issue.
or, i guess, a much smaller issue.

not a good day.