teen runaway, youth depraved, grows tipsy off wine.
but baby makes a sweet embrace, a gift so very hard to find.
you can't go home high, not tonight.

not that anything bad is happening
but i want something good to happen.
i dont know what. or with who. just something.
hah, good things are happening all the time though.
i guess im just expecting too much ( Read more... )

lots of things have changed ( Read more... )

sunday: i was still grounded ( Read more... )

monday: school. babysit ( Read more... )

obnoxious much? i changed my colors of my journal and they hurt my eyes alot.

mehh, things are okay.

friday night was crazzzy. cops love me.

home at 4 am was a bad idea, i wasnt allowed out last night.
probly not tonight either..

no one can predict the future, so what's the point of fearing it?

i can usually stay chill and not worry about things and be pretty nonchalant ( Read more... )

you probly dont want to read this. its about what i did recently, its dumb. but ill never remember if i dont do this ( Read more... )

it's never gonna be.
it's sad but i agree.

i havent had a real entry in a while.
and im not going to start now.

it wasn't an accident. and he was right.
we'll see about that, its likely to change.

mm, 2 quotes today.

they say
river's gonna run through,
work is gonna save you,
pray and you will pull through,
suck a dick'll help you,
don't let 'em get to ( Read more... )

I got this icebox where my heart used to be.

i honestly believe that im cold hearted.
i always do this thing where i like a guy for a while, then i lose interest, think i like someone else, then when i realize i like the first guy, its too late. so then i lose interest again, but then i have a chance, but i dont realize or i fuck up again.
i just cant ( Read more... )