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It's been a while since I've updated this. I'm back from France (thank goodness) and working basically full time back home. It's nice to be making money rather than just spending it, but it's still lonely out here. All my friends are back on the east coast. I did get to go to New York this last weekend to visit Keith and see a few of the hars ( Read more... )

My to do list ( Read more... )

Missing Moho a lot right now. I miss all my girls and the freedom of living at school. Last summer sucked because it seemed like none of my old friends wanted to hang out with me. This summer it doesn't matter all that much if they don't want to, I'm pretty content to stay at home and just chill. I feel like I rest more than most people, but I ( Read more... )

Some random thoughts from my brain ( Read more... )

I have a problem: I hate doing laundry. I mean I really hate it. It's not the lugging it down to the basement and throwing it in a machine and adding soap etc. It's when it's actually clean that I hate it. I don't like folding laundry, I'd much rather just leave it all in a big pile and pick out what I need when I need it ( Read more... )

I can't stop smiling, I really can't.  I don't think I've ever been this happy with a guy.  He just seems so perfect.  And the way he looks into my eyes...it's so amazing.  And he got me a teddy bear with chocolates!  None of my previous boyfriends ever did that for me.  I can see this becoming a serious relationship.  And he's easier to talk to ( Read more... )

Oh it's so nice to be home. I like sleeping in a big bed (with a brand new electric blanket. yay for mommies!!) and cuddling with my dogs. It's just so relaxing. And my mom isn't really upset about my hair anymore, which is good. I've had such a busy and fun week. I had a lot of work to do before I came home...yeah, I might have ( Read more... )

I've been in such a funk lately...like...in a state of Michigan. I don't know if that phrase actually works there. But I've just been in a depressing mood. Part of it could be that I've been sick for over a week now. I feel worthless. It's hard to get work done or to even clean the room. But it could also be that I'm stressed about money. ( Read more... )

Sometimes
Out of the corners of my mind crawl
Fleeting thoughts and feelings that I
Used to have
of us, of you
And I can't
help but cry
inside
Because I never told you how
I felt
about you, about us
And now it's too late
To say, to feel
what I want and we
are
not
we