So I sort of like my fuck buddy. I have to have some sort of feeling for him. He is young,24,and is perfect for a sex buddy. But I also like VA guy. if he flys me out to virginia i will like him more. he is cute and we can talk about baseball :)

Livejournal just asked if I wanted to renew the last entry. So i did, and sent it ( Read more... )

Rob confessed to me that last year he read my journal. Now over a year later, he is throwing in my face about something I wrote about before I met him. That I had feelings for a man named Shaun Yanick. Shaun FB messaged me, and we fought about it Friday night. I didn't talk to Shaun for long, 10 mins top. But Rob refused to be near me, or talk to ( Read more... )

Rob confessed to me that last year he read my journal. Now over a year later, he is throwing in my face about something I wrote about before I met him. That I had feelings for a man named Shaun Yanick. Shaun FB messaged me, and we fought about it Friday night. I didn't talk to Shaun for long, 10 mins top. But Rob refused to be near me, or talk to ( Read more... )

So, I hate my life. I hate it. My boyfriend drives me crazy, I used to love my life. Wished I had a boyfriend to share it with, but enjoyed it highly more than I do now. My boyfriend drives me nuts. Sunday, he found my phonebook, I took it away from him 3 times. Telling him to stop looking at it cause he is a jealous asshole. What does he do? Goes ( Read more... )

I am super sad. I want to go home. Rob knows how to keep me sheltered from my friends and draw more distance between us. I came here for him and now I wish I didnt. I want to go home. Saturday we went to the bar in Burton, and oddly Patrick was there. I didnt recognized him and so he think we had sex and is being distant and not making me feel  ( Read more... )

So my boyfriend broke up with me AGAIN.
1st time he broke up with me in person. The reason, cause I hung out with my friend. Who,used to have a crush on me.
2nd time he broke up with me was over the phone. I don't really remember why, but I bet it was cause I hung out with my friends.
3rd time was over a text. It was cause he was drunk and I forgot ( Read more... )

I have the jealous monster in my belly. I have no right to have this monster. I should have it for another reason.

All I want to do it cry. He is the biggest let down ever. For 2 1/2 weeks I looked forward to this party,this get together. So that finally my friends could meet and understand the man I am in love with. The man who ruined my entire life. All he said to me is " Why do I have to be there for you to have fun"lets look at that sentence again. WHY DO I ( Read more... )

Apparently,since I got a boyfriend I quit drinking.