not here

[pinkrugger]

I feel nothing, I have been nothing or so it seems. I cant laugh or cry without it being forced. IM not hurting or happy. i just here, living in an oblivion of what my life used to be and the desire of what my life should be. Not really sure whats happeneing or why its happeneing or what im supposed to do about anything anymore

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[common_disaster]

hey ..

i really really miss you a whole lot. I'm sorry that you're feeling down and if theres anything i can do to help just let me know.. LOOK AT THE SUNSHINE BALLOON DAMNIT!!

i'll see you tonight if you come out..<3

thanks

[pinkrugger]

hey cin...i know ive been mia....im just trying to figure my life out right now and im not having much success. once things with school calm down, we will have to have some pesto crescent rolls and fettucini alfredo with chicken!!!
I do miss you. and im sorry for the distance...i just need to go into survial mode right now...and that means lots of alone time...
ps...i do look at the balloon everyday!!! it is right near my bed!