What is my fucking deal. Why do I get so easily bored, and lost in my desire to be somewhere exciting with someone new? But the second I change anything in my life, I cling to my teddy bear like a lost, confused child whose been abandoned outside the grocery store? (Punky Brewster style!)
I want the change, but I cant handle it. Example: Im taking ( Read more... )

Things I Miss About Keene:- Waking up and not having to have a conversation the second I get out of bed ( Read more... )

Who knew southern hospitality didnt really exist? Guess its some kind of urban legend. That or Im just not a recepient of it because I wear short shorts with high heels and go out looking hotter than the locals. Haha... kidding about that part, though it'd be nice to have a set reason for why I got more than just a handful of dirty looks last night ( Read more... )

... we needed it, too. But the sticky sweet air makes the scent of lilacs so much stronger. Mmmm, lilacs. I missed out on those last year since I was still in Australia. Tomorrow Im going to the park to steal a bunch from the trees ( Read more... )

Broken promise after broken promise, I have asked myself why cant I just be strong enough to completely write him off. My sister has finally decided she is done interacting with our father in any way, after he blew her off for what I assume will be the last time. The most recent thing he did to garner my anger was enough for me to throw in the ( Read more... )

Wow. People are so sensitive.

Also, it turns out: friends still talk shit behind your back, even five years after high school. Sweet!

.... this is why I dont like drinking. I am so hungover ( Read more... )

Why do I dislike so many people? Actually, I guess the question is why are so many people not likeable? Rude, arrogant, immature, bratty people are everywhere. Maybe they dont know they suck at life. I guess I could even be a shitty person. Sometimes I kind of think Im a shitty person ( Read more... )

... its not even Thanksgiving yet and all the commercials on the television are Christmas related. There are already Chistmas movies being played! But... its NOVEMBER. Am I missing something? Did we switch the holidays around or something?
Also... is it okay to get a tree even if you live alone? How depressing is that?

Im not in a completely depressed mood, so I thought it might be a change of pace to write while Im in this state of mind.
I finally feel somewhat caught up on all my school work. They must realize it, but just not care; all my professors have big assignments due in the same damn week. I know its right around 'mid-terms' and whatnot, but cant they ( Read more... )