um i forgot i had this. my life is good. God is teaching me forgiveness and grace. and paula white is helping me with my friend Judas. i forget that i need men in my life only to teach me things such as patience and to never really trust them. they all seem to lie. well everyone lies but men seem to lie about the really important stuff that ( Read more... )

well lately not much has happened...not much at all besides work and my occasional break down...it happens though ( Read more... )

lifes weird...and i'm worried that somethings happened and its changed and that it has found someone new..and its sad..and it hurts..why do i have to see these things..why do i have to be snoopy like that...somethings i don't want to know....but truly i do...its happened before, why not again...can i honestly make this mistake again..was i right in ( Read more... )

i haven't posted in forever so i thought that i should ( Read more... )

so edgefest is on saturday and i have to work tommorow...i'm excited for the music but not the heat...i know it will be hott, it was last year...so..its inevitable ( Read more... )

went to kent... carolina i love you..ur awesome..and so is the man...u know who... ur friends are pretty rad...i like david, whitney and aj alot...oh and kris...they all seem really great...

worked all weekend...

went to matt's family birthday yesterday it was nice..

happy birthday matt!!! he's 19 today..

edgefest is this saturday..i'm going.. ( Read more... )

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i'm not who i used to be...and i miss you i was...i thought i was pretty ok..but now i find myself tending to be more reserved and out of the loop of things...i feel lost, like i've misplaced myself somewhere i can't remember ( Read more... )

i'm thinking of wearing a prom dress tomorow....my freshman one...it'll be kool...i don't care what people think ( Read more... )

so accidents happen and i guess tuesday was my day...got smashed by a chevy but i'm alright..getting alot better ( Read more... )