Okay so everone left yesterday. Alex, Jamie, mom and dad, they all went home and now I am alone. I am so completely lonely. I have some people who might be potential friends but I miss home so badly. I dont think I have ever been so scared in my life. I wake up and I am scared. I go to sleep and I'm scared. All day long I am just scared and lonely ( Read more... )

Okay so I moved in. My room mate is really nice, I am glad I have her. but the thing is, I hate it here. I am so far away and I wish that i was closer to home, that would make this a lot easier but I'm not and it isnt. I am scared shitless of being alone which once my family and alex leave tomorrow, I will be. I hear this will pass, but I dont know ( Read more... )

Just letting everyone know that next week is my last week before I go off to school! Heres the schedule that I know so far ( Read more... )

Okay so I am in a lot of pain. I had all 4 of my wisdom teeth out on Tuesday. Oh, my, gosh the pain. Tuesday was wretched. My teeth wouldnt stop bleeding for 7 hours (I hate blood so I was REALLY stressed out) and I had to keep bitting on gauze which was supposed to be positioned back where my teeth are. Well every time I put it in I went into ( Read more... )

I think I am too nice sometimes. People know that it is hard to get me mad so they dont think they will have to deal with disappointing me. They think they can just walk all over me, be rude and I wont care. Well it hurts. I really should just start spending time with my real friends, and putting in more effort to talk to those people. But instead ( Read more... )

Is it just me or is it not common courtesy to return phone calls? When someone leaves you a message asking you to call them back, or texts you asking a question, are you not supposed to call/text them back? Maybe I was one of the few people who was raised with the manners that included phone call politelness. I am not sure. But I have to say that ( Read more... )

Okay so I have to say that today was pretty sucky, at least at first. I went into work for 5am, and there was a Cumberland Farms Auditor there. I have no idea what his specific job was, taking stock of everything maybe, but Jess and I were pretty stressed out from him being there. It meant that at NO POINT could I have anymore than $75 in my drawer ( Read more... )

Well I guess my schedule isnt final yet. I just looked at it today and I have another class put in there. Seminar in Ug App Comps. I'll be darned if I know what that is. Look hard. I have it on Monday and Wednesday from 6-8:50PM. Late class.

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog entry with five complete lies about yourself. That is, five things about you that are completely not true. Not even slightly. Then tag up to five people you want to turn into compulsive liars too.

I love the way I look.
I am not even remotely scared to go to college in the fall.
My favorite thing to do ( Read more... )

Well this is pretty exciting! I got my classes for my first quarter at RIT. To be honest I am a little disappointed. I expected a lot more classes than just one a day. I dont know, maybe they will add more later. I mean I do know that they keep mentioning being able to make changes to my schedule when I arrive, so maybe those are the types of ( Read more... )