Hey guys. Do you ever just get the feeling that God's telling you to hold on because He's going to be doing something amazing? Well pray that I can hold on to His will because He's going to be doing something amazing in my life.

Well most of you already know this because I was so happy about it that I couldnt keep my mouth shut. But for those of you who dont know, I've got some very good news for you. Alex and I are friends again!! It was THE best day (Friday the 23rd) ever and not even the digital camera topped his present of friendship. Here's how it happened ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I thought I'd just make an update cuz I'm in my American Government class and bored beyond imagination. Thats a standard class for you ( Read more... )

Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review ( Read more... )

Well as I predicted this morning (well I said it was a bad day already and I just knew the rest was gonna follow suite), today was an absolutely shitty day. Basically (down to the bottom line) I realized that alex really dont care/want to be my friend ( Read more... )

What a freaking crappy morning. I woke up and wanted to cry. I still want to cry. I think I'm gonna just break down. Someone hold me. Please.

Interesting thing happened this afternoon. My mom and I were talking about Christmas stuff in the kitchen and my dad comes in saying "my truck just slid down the driveway and through the garage door." So ya. We need a new garage door now. Ummmmm this really sucks.

Jeremy and I went out to the movies tonight. He came home from college to decorate his tree so we decided to get together. Well I dont know if any of you noticed but right between the hours of 2-10 it was snowing (I dont know when it stopped b/c I was in the theaters) and pretty hard at that. Visibility was bad but the scary part was in West ( Read more... )

The other day I asked Janine this: "He's okay isnt he?" Kinda resigning myself to the fact that I thought he was fine throughout this entire thing. Well regardless of Janine's answer, if someone were to ask me the same thing about me, the answer could honestly be "Yeah, she is." I'm okay. I'm free! I cut the strings and though I still miss him, I' ( Read more... )

Just a quick update. I feel like I have to do this. Its necessary for me and possibly our friendship. I'm letting go - of alex and this whole situation. Its gonna be hard but I can do it and I know its what needs to be done. In the moments when I know that its okay and I'll survive this I feel this unbelievable peace, love and happiness. Thats ( Read more... )