Okay I'm totally done being pathetic. I can't chase the past forever. I wanna be me again, and right now this is not me. I used to love who I was, and so did tons of other people. Everyone still loves me, but I want me to love me. So I'm gonna move on and be happy again.

Whoa...I'm actually really excited about this sudden burst of energy and

I'm fat.  and ugly.  Oh just terribly! it sucks.

I'll never be attractive, no matter how hard i try...don't click on the cut unless you wanna see me in a white prom dress looking fat

you've been warned.

le fin

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Bright Eyes= SEX
The Faint= SEX

That's all I have to say.

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hahahaha
That last entry was so sappy and fake.

I was sitting in math today and I was just like...wow....I can't see beauty in anything anymore. Ugh I want OUT.

I'm having a hard time accepted the fact that life sucks, but hopefully one day I'll just stop caring.

As of now...
-I have no regrets
-I simply can't afford to say I'm not happy. I have to keep up a positive moral...because the minute I say I'm not happy, I feel depressed again. And I'd rather be numb like this, then crying all the goddamn time.
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i'm really bored
i'm apparentely engaged to flo...yay!
i think mr. mcdermott thinks i'm mexican
he called me "la virgen" today
i was like double you tee eff.
i've declared this week "Taking Back Sunday Appreciation Week"
daniel and i are good again.
and bryce
he means a lot to me
i'm happy.