i've been thinking a lot...trying to remember things i used to like to do....i can't. life is just too dull.

the good news is...i realized i'm not yet over him....but i do know that it won't work, ever. and that's important.

i watched A Knights Tale at megan's house. keith ledger looks like a blonde mr. castro....amazing.

( lahlah... )

i'm bored. very bored, and alone. tomorrow i'm going to the haight with whoever wants to go. maybe libby, megan, brook..i don't know ( Read more... )

i just babysat. it was frightening.

i've never had an 8 year old girl grab my ass and tell me boys like tight jeans, and that i'm "sexy"

oh my god it was frightening.

BTW: I still think about him.

i'm crying inside....
my heart is broken.
this isn't right.

things.won't.be.okay.for.a.long.time.

i just got home from goin to SF with libby, marika, and brook. it was very funnn...PC stands for "rec room." and R is for rad, AND libby.

i wanna live in SF, near haight st.

A David and Marika Convo:
"what is she doing?"
"masturbating."
"that's what i thought."

"look she's doing it again!"
"yeah, with her mouth and stuff"

"oh look she's doing it again"
"is your pussy on your knees?"
"hahah"
"my pussy's on my knees, my pussy's on my knees. and if i'm really lucky it'll give me a disease."

fuck......fuck.............fuck......................fuck.............................fuck........................

i'm eating yummy popcorn

pretty weather makes me happy.

i'm kinda tired.

i'm getting a haircut in a couple hours so i'll definitely post pics later.