I knew it would happen once again. My happiness is only a temporary ordeal..... it lasts about a day or two, three if I'm wicked lucky and leaves just as soon. I fucking love it. I guess I'm obviously not cool enough for ANYONE nowadays except for maybe Lee or Joey. I've gotten dicked over approximately 6 times in this last weekend. WOOHOO. What ( Read more... )

So, I'm just laying in my bed this morning at 1:30 and my phone plays "Cemetary Gates". I was like, "Wow, he finally called", because I hadn't talked to him at all during the day and I thought it was a little odd. Anyways, we were just talking as usual and I asked what he was doing, he said "driving in my Explorer". At first I didn't really get it ( Read more... )

2 MORE DAYS........ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Holy fucking nervousness. I have that lump in my throat and it isn't going away. I think it's a good thing but I'm just so nervous about meeting him. I know with at least Adam, he's my brother and I can fucking be the biggest re re in front of him and he will still fucking be my ( Read more... )

Just counting down the minutes, seconds..... whatever, till I get to see my boys!! Craziness, absolute CRAZINESS. Lees dad is leaving Sunday and isn't coming home until June... how perfect?? It was fun the last time and IS GUARANTEED to be a blast this time around, too. Fucking awesome. Now we don't have to dress Adam up like me. Haha, I'll bet ( Read more... )

4 more fucking days! I cannot fucking wait. GOD! You don't even understand. Me and Lees are going to absolutely maul them when we see them. Tonight at work I told my manager or superior, I don't know what the fuck she is, that I need alot of time off when they get home. I was actually being leniant and said that I'd work a night or two each week ( Read more... )

5 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!! I wanna take like a bottle of Tylenol PM and wake up in 5 days! LoL, JK! GOD, I CAN'T WAIT!!

Today sucked just like the rest of them. I mean, it wasn't bad, it just wasn't great. I had the kids last night and I still have them, so at least they were there to brighten my day, like always. My poor little Ant is still sick as hell. He could be dehydrated, he hasn't peed all day = not good at all. I really hope to hell is doesn't end up in the ( Read more... )

This song reminds me of........ someone........ I took that quiz thingy and it said that this song represents him, odd how I always related him to one of the verses ( Read more... )

Only 9 more days........... hmph.

Is it a natural thing to be so head over heels for someone whom you've never seen face to face? I can't get Keith out of my mind for more than 5 minutes. He's the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the last thing on my mind before I sleep. I honestly have never felt like this with anyone before! I hear his ring tone and no matter what kind ( Read more... )