First and foremost I would like to thank the fucking yearbook class for not putting any of my sports/activited under my SENIOR PICTURE! FUCKING THANKS. I filled out that stupid little sheet and I filled it out neatly and its not like it didnt make it to you because everyone else in my first hour has their stuff right. So thanks for making me look ( Read more... )

SO my life has been completly outta control as of late. Prom was SO stressful, but I had a pretty good time. Chaz didnt have a very good time because I'm short and i guess its hard for him to dance iwth me becuase of that :/ that was kinda a night killer. Prom has also run me straight outta money.. my check was $240ish and like I have to pay my ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since my last Post. I went to florida, again, with Campus Life and it was a Blast! I had soo much fun with the people we went with, besides having to clean up after people and act like theyre mommys.O well.. Prom is sooo soon and two days after prom is the AP test for Biology, which I am scared for. I need to start studying soon ( Read more... )

so i got back from my first spring break (with the family) on saturday and it was SOOO awesome! I've never just went on vacation and relaxed and chilled. Not too much drama with the family, besides my mom, her and I did not get a long at all. I though that once we got home it would continue to be bad and get worse, but things have gotten better ( Read more... )

SO! basically the play is this weekend and it has taken up a lot o fmy time and Im glad its almost over. Chaz is glad its almost over too :) hah. I have made soooo many new friends and made some friendships stronger so that is awesome. I have been hangin out with Kristen and Jessica alot latley and its awesome becuase I didnt really used to like ( Read more... )

I have the following ( Read more... )

so pretty decent, close to awesome weekend...

Friday=Chaz's b-day. started off REALLY grumpy because he had a whole bunch of shit to do with swimming and CAACs and what not. o well, got better courtesy of Tia :) BTW- I <3 YOU! went to the mall during 3rd hour with nate and joel. then to lunch with nate, kristin, jessica, and vince. YUM NIP N SIP. ( Read more... )

I needed to update becuase things are better ( Read more... )

I have held myself together all day until about 8pm and it all just kinda went downhill from there. i have come to terms with the fact that he says he still loves me. i still love him. i just wish that there wasnt something getting in the way of us being together.. i was crying for a lot of reasons... i miss him.. i miss him A LOT. i miss the ( Read more... )

So explain to me how someone you have been dating for 2+ years can just be like 'i still love you, i just dont want a girlfriend right now.' idk, but to me that seems a little selfesh. i know hes trying to find himself and be indpendant and expirience high school and what not, but dont tell me you love me if youre not going to be with me. i am ( Read more... )