So I was recently the victim of some fools who like to talk a lot of shit. At first, I'll admit, I was devasted. It's not fun to hear that people get a thrill out of making jokes about your life, you know? No matter how insignificant these people are, it still hurts. After a few days of turmoil, I came to the conclusion that I could care less ( Read more... )

Even though it's difficult to admit when we do something wrong, I find that sometimes I can suck it up and admit that I was wrong. Today, I'm admitting that I was wrong, and I've been wrong for the last few months. At the end of it all, I figured out that I hurt somebody who is really important to me. I started something that I clearly didn't ( Read more... )

So it's been awhile, but here's a quick update on my life ( Read more... )

You know when you have a bad day, and you're like, well damn it. Today sucked. Let me tell you what a bad day really is. My house was robbed. And the kicker is that I was the only one who had stuff stolen. I'm not one to dwell over material possessions, but so much of it had sentimental value. My pearls and diamonds were taken, along with ( Read more... )

Oy Vey. Chico happened. SO FUN. This summer has been so lame, but Chico saved my sanity. It seems that I forgot how to drink over the past two months of sobriety. But it's okay because Erica kept me up with my smoking skills. Seriously, I smoked hella this weekend. I'm still in a fog from last night. Oh, and I got so lost on the way home. ( Read more... )

I'm so NOT going to fall asleep tonight. It's only 8:30, but I can fuckin feel it. I officially have NO ONE to hang out with. Whit was keeping me occupied for a few days, but now she's going to Scotland (have fun!!!). Fuck Oregon for not starting until almost October. Thank GOD (or whoever) that I'm going to Chico on Thursday. This little ( Read more... )

Yay! I requested my days off at work to go visit my lover, Erica in Chico! I'm going in like, 10 days and I'm super duper excited. I'm also excited because Brice just called me back. Good day, good day. When I was at the gym, there was a really smelly man working out next to me. and he chose the machine RIGHT next to me, even though there ( Read more... )

I'm just writing in between my day's activities. I went shopping in SF with Lynnie, Jessica and Jenna and I finally found jeans that are AMAZING. Yea, Citzens jeans are so kick ass/expensive. But go go designer jeans! I love them. Lynn and Jenna got all excited that I finally started wearing good jeans instead of my stupid ones from Express, ( Read more... )

I think I'm developing a temper problem. I should visit some kind of anger management class or something. But seriously, I feel overwhelmed lately by how many people don't listen to me, and also how many don't respond to me. This doesn't even cover the people who find it chill to always talk over me. I considered the fact that maybe I'm too ( Read more... )

Booooo on summer school! This is like the first time in my whole life that Spanish has been hard for me. And I'm grumpy. booo. So basically I'm spending my days going to class, then the gym, then pretending to do homework, but mostly being attached to Lynnie and JenJen. We're a cute little trio. We were just walking around and there were ( Read more... )