the other night me, tara, and ashli all went to Canada for a birthday to remember...well unfortunately i only remember like a half of the night and thats about it. From what i hear it was a riot and i really was there but for some reason i can't remember pretty much all of it. Like i remember having to be carried out of Rush by Tara and sitting on ( Read more... )

well some retard posted a comment in my jounal saying that "its sad that i had to move from where i grew up to be happy" seriously, only an idiot would say something like that. why wouldn't anyone wanna get out of their old boring home town, especially armada of all places. its sad that that person is oh so jealous of my accomplishments, i mean if ( Read more... )

well since the last time i wrote in this thing a lot has changed. i moved to the oak of royal, started a new job, pretty much escaped out of the town of armada. its so crazy living out in the city, like seeing the old neighborhood and remembering all those memories all over again. Its nuts to be back living in the old neck of the woods again, fun. ( Read more... )

i'm still breathing so i guess i'm going to be able to live without him after all. damn. i know that he's a scum bag and that he probably isn't going anywhere with his life if i weren't there to hold his hand. i know he can't make it. i just know it. i know that i don't miss him, i mean who could actually miss someone that would call you names and ( Read more... )

alright, i'm definitly the idiot here. i've been madly in love with a scum bag. i feel so stupid. i'm so humilated. i had these feelings that everytime i would look at him i would feel as if for that 5 second glance that there isn't nothing in this world that could be more pefect. i'm still trying to figure out why he could put me through this and ( Read more... )

well, its friday and for once...i don't have a thing that i have to do. no school, no work...ahh, heavenly. i have the whole day to do what i want. finally. but anyways, its friday night and its about that time to get my crunk on. whoo hoo! Then later tonight, going to the movies with some friends to go see the "boogeyman". hopefully it will be ( Read more... )

i'm happy. whoo hooo! Pistons' game tonight! can't wait! whoo hooo! thanks for everything hun!

i don't know what more to say to you. i'm not going anywhere with my life? ha... what you think you know! hahah. you aren't any better than me. you were with nick for 4 years before it took you to realize anything. hell, he left for florida. but who would blame him. you aren't a part of my life and the way i want to live my life is yes, MY choice. ( Read more... )

for the past couple days now shit has been going down and this whole drama thing...i just can't do. i didn't think that loving someone could hurt so bad. when i'm with him i feel something inside my heart. it feels so good to see his beautiful brown eyes. i just don't get how he can be so mean. i don't know what more anyone could ask for. i wanted ( Read more... )

i hung out at the house alll day and did pretty much noting til about 5 o'clock. i don't think i will ever be able ti figure this kid out. i mean he knows that i would pretty much anything for him and he still dicks around with me and treats me like crap. lol i'm stupid. but hey...if you're gonna be stupid, you gotta be tough. maybe i'm just seeing ( Read more... )