been awhile just got back from russia a couple weeks ago ,now about a week i go to to atlanta,then i finally get to go chicago, i got a job with this amazing company that more or less is gonna let me run a restuarant in atlanta or chicago thats im going these next couple of weeks to see which one i wanna work at when they open got a new number now

once again trying to get my culinary swagger back,at this my dad might be moving at the end of the month and that leaves me no where to live i guess my fate is to crash and burn in florida but i think ill out with a bang still trying to figure out when to use this plane ticket but i fear if i lesave ill never return and that strikes me as running ( Read more... )

go back tomorrow gonna be out of it cuz i haent worked in 3 days but maybe this time no one will fucking yell at me,owell lifes good now i suppose

got my neck did zombie chick with wings

apparently i think im sick,my throats killing me and so is my stomach.anyway so once again i've hit a serious cross roads,i have the choice of continueing to be a small fish in a huge pond or go back to being a big fish in a little pond.see i can either stay meat market or go and once again join sarg in his resturaunt hes opening in jupiter...i ( Read more... )

this weeks been pretty rad saturday thru monday i spent at my sisters with luly for evans birthday,then my resturaunt is offically open now,i really like luly even if i am a bit scared of her...but shes just simply a amazing person

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last night was interesting,i went bar hoping with boris and lulu last night,and for the first time in a long time me and boris got fucked up,we started our night at this place called the house which has over 150 types of beers,i drank great white,this is place is were indie/artistic people go to talk about shit only they find interesting,then we ( Read more... )

so i hung out with her yesterday it was pretty cool,but... i relized that i wanted was right in front of me,but i fear that ship has sailed,and it breaks my heart coming to terms with that,for first the time in awhile i was in a positive mood,things kinda looked up ,then we had to part,i relize now what i want from life and all my thanks go to her.

so at the end of oct. im leaving florida for good this time,i said to hell with tattooing im never gonna get it,so i've gone back to my cooking,i feel alot better now that im doing that, i have 3 stops before i depart,ill be attending the fest,then from there i make my way to atlanta,then boston to visit ilya,then i settle in chi-town,im glad im ( Read more... )