So today we've been together for 10 months. Yea big deal right? lol I've been in several much longer relationships but I am happy/surprised that we have gotten this far. Yesterday he finally said he loved me again, twice actually. I know it's just words but the fact that he seems comfortable saying it is a relief for me ( Read more... )

Things are still going great. It still amazes me a bit and I can't help but wonder if the other shoe will drop soon. Moving in with me is still a go (again being pessimistic, for now). We talk about it at least once a day and he always participates in the conversation about it, if not sometimes initiates it. It went from "if I live with you" to " ( Read more... )

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I have had a lot of ups and downs in my life over the past month or so and I havent really been posting or taking many photos. But when I moved my horse to his new stable around the beggining of June I took some pics of him which Ive meant to post a while back. I hope to take some new ones of him today depending on the weather.

Anyways ( what you've been waiting for )

Basically, it has a list of qualities. You start off with "basic horse" and add/subtract from there. You can add all that applies. [say, your horse can jump 2'3 and 2'6 .. add both prices in!]

1] BASIC HORSE (eats, sleeps, poops, can't be ridden, handled, etc.): $0

2] AGE:
3 or under- Add $1000
4 or 5- Add $3000 **
5 to 10- Add $5000
11 to 15- Add $3000
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My life effing sucks, plain and simple.
So much crap has been going on, I dont have the energy to even begin. I just feel like running away from everything. Im so lost and confused and it's driving me insane. I just wish it would all go away...

heh I try to keep myself optomistic through my hard money times by trying to focus on what I want later on. I know exactly what I want now. Or at least I believe this is it. *squee*

If I was to breed my own foal, I want a one that is very good moving, athletic, tall and has good conformation.(who doesnt want that?) I want it to be part Quarter ( Read more... )

Last night had an awesome riding lesson. Best one by far. We jumped 2 foot flat bar jumps (no more cross rails for me coach said). Aside from one jump being kinda blah, he was amazing. My mom came to video me because it will be one of my last lessons I believe. Sadly she didnt get my very last jump, the one where he had awesome form and so did I * ( Read more... )

fuck this shit

Friday had no work, didnt do much. Saturday worked most of the day then went to the bf's house for supper, watched a movie and went in the hot tub which was sooo nice.
Sunday morning we made breakfast, went in the hot tub again and he dropped me off at the stable. I found out I didnt need to be there that early, so whatever I spent more time ( Read more... )