mykey: i dont know.. i just dont understand why it seems like having a boyfriend is your ultimate defining characteristic ( Read more... )

i feel like i have mono....or maybe i just lost so much hope. i'm going to just pass out now. he will never like me...and it hurts.

i'm happy that transmogrify finally knows that his crush likes him back...a lot *wink wink* haha...not going to say much at all, I promised him. but at least he has someone now:( why not me? why can't my crushes ever like me? i wanna curl into a big ball and cry:(

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sometimes i really wish i had no heart. i wish that i never cared...never felt. never loved. never "crushed." just be perpetually numb. sometimes i just want to breeze through life without a care in the world + for once make myself happy. while mommy + daddy always said that it's what's inside that matters...and that i have a good ♥...in this ( Read more... )

What I hate/grosses me out about MSU ( Read more... )

it's poetry time ( Read more... )

so i went to visit friends at willi pb/c that's the cold colleg ei went to becore i transferred. little did i know that dave and mike were dirnkng...so yah, had a little drinking game for a hwile. ugh. blascvbery fucking brandy is the most god awful thing ever. so i stuck to mike's hard limeade and rum and coke. didn't want to get effing platered , ( Read more... )

i just woke up from my nap...i guess my very long nap. i don't even remember what time i fell asleep LOL. this morning i woke up at 7am to work out with lauren + davis + i was totally drained afterwards. i ate breakfast, but that's about it. now i hungry and my head feels weird. hoooome, i want to go hoooome for a while + then come back later. ( Read more... )